LETS PRETEND WE DONT EXIST

A THOUSAND DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF YOURSELF

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 23:10:15 GMT

did you know that i have the best friends in the world?

i kind of seem like a creepy stalker because my last entry (50 years ago) said basically the same thing. but it's the truth and it's the only thing i will ever say on here! i love you.

ON AND ON AND ON WE'LL BE TOGETHER YEAH

Sun, 15 Jul 2007 05:26:48 GMT

i'm not sure if my friends will ever know how much they truly mean to me.
i am so unbelievably blessed to have you all in my life.

LI DE LI DE LI OH OH

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 00:16:27 GMT

for those who i haven't told yet, today i saw gerard at the woodlands mall and this is how our riveting conversation went:

me: do you have a plain green tea?
gerard's brother: let me ask him... hey! do we have a plain green tea?
gerard: do you want it without flavor?
me: yes, just plain green tea :) medium, please.
gerard: okay, do you like your tea cold or hot?
me: hot
gerard: alright... i recognize you from somewhere but i can't remember.
(after a long pause of shock and awe) me: well... i come here sometimes?
gerard: okay, i make tea for you now sweetie... it will be very hot so dont drink it right away.
me: mhm
gerard: unless you have a fiber-glass tongue then you can drink it! lol!
me: lol?
gerard: okay, i charge you 1.99, no tax :) sweetie
me: thanks!
gerard: have a good day
me: you too!

so, as you can tell... he obviously wants to date me.
and i might also mention that he gave me a LARGE tea when i ordered a MEDIUM and he only charged me for a medium... no tax!

i am officially in love, and big papa was kind enough to point out that when he said "i recognize you" i should have replied "from your dreams"
AHHHHHHH DAMN MY INABILITY TO SPEAK AROUND HIM!!!!

WE LIVE IN A BEAUTIFUL WORLD, YAH WE DO, YAH WE DO

Fri, 06 Apr 2007 01:54:23 GMT

I LOVE MY BROWN BEAR!!

WE LIVE IN A BEAUTIFUL WORLD

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 17:10:16 GMT

i need serious medical help. i miss the office SO MUCH that i just tried to find spoilers on the internet. its part obsession, part procrastination of doing my research paper.

when i first watched jesus camp i was hysterical. how could anyone allow this to go on? those people are brainwashing hundreds of little children into being "soldiers for god's army"! dont get me wrong, there is nothing the matter with embracing your religion, its just the fact that they are pushing their own religous and political beliefs on these kids at such a young age, stripping them of any ability to form their own opinions. then i watched it a second time and i realized that there is much more to this evangelical movement that what meets the eye. their actions are not ill-intentioned (as wrong and ignorant as they may be), they are merely trying to share their faith with anyone who will listen. they are truly passionate individuals (although i think "individual" is a completely wrong chose of words). the only person in the film who could be denounced as having ill-intentions and being a complete and utter idiot is past ted haggard who was later accused of buying crystal meth and having sex with a male stripper. but all and all i have alot of respect for these people, even if i dont share their same beliefs or agree with their actions.

hm, i think that's a good start to my paper.

I HAVE DREAMS OF ORCA WHALES AND OWLS, BUT I WAKE UP IN FEAR YOU WILL NEVER BE MY DEAR FRIEND

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 22:58:45 GMT

i dont know (anymore).

IF I KISSED YOU WHERE IT'S SORE WOULD YOU FEEL BETTER

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 22:06:19 GMT

reasons im depressed:

#1 my brilliant-genius-masterful-plan of going to see ben gibbard's solo tour is ruined. the plan was flawless, i cant miss anymore school so i was going to leave tuesday after school for the concert, spend the night at my aunts and wednesday i would take a "college day" and "tour UT". may 15-16. well, now i have found out that we have the APUSH test that day and college day's end May 1, so it would count as an absence. LAME LAME LAME.
#2 i have no more episodes of the office to watch. i think i may download some to remedy that.
#3 school is a drag and newspaper is a waste of my time.

reasons im not so depressed anymore:

#1 i just got some great music- regina spektor, old coldplay, old decemberists, old death cab!!!
#2 american idol is on tonight. gooooo lakisha! or lakeesha!
#3 i love my mom

and here is a lil' eye candy.

hahahahahaaaaaaaa, ha.

IM ONLY A WOMAN, OF FLESH AND BONE

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 17:13:28 GMT

Things that are making my life wonderful right now:

The end!

ITS A NEW DAWN, ITS A NEW DAY, AND IM FEELING GOOD

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:54:42 GMT

scratch that last entry: i love life.

YOUR HEART IS AN EMPTY ROOM

Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:02:23 GMT

We are here to save your life
The fool, the drunk, the child, and his wife
We won't let the sun go down
We gonna chase the demons out of town
Singing when you feel alone
Backwards through the megaphone
Singing to the ones you love
And the ones you'd like to be rid of.

We are here to take the blame
To take the taunts and if the shame
We are here to make you feel
It terrifies you, but its real
It will keep you up all night
And in the flood of morning light
Spilling out across your room
You say the words will get there soon

The revolution wasn't bad
We hit the streets with all we had
A tape recording with the sound
Of the Velvet Underground
A K-Way jacket torn to shreds
And a dream inside our heads
And after changing everything
They couldn't tell we couldn't sing
After changing everything
They couldn't tell we couldn't sing
They couldn't tell we couldn't sing
And that changes everything.

I am so unbelievebly disappointed in everyone, I can even begin to put it into words.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 23:00:02 GMT

hey my name's jennbo
and i love isbah schmisbah :]

TOGETHER WE'RE INVINCIBLE

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:41:18 GMT

HELL FREAKIN YES!!!!!!!!!1
isbah smisbha and i just got in touch with two bands for the aids concert and they said yes! adspjfokae;l! do you understand how big this is?!

i must admit that i was getting skeptical about this whole thing but after tonight im one hundred percent positive that this concert is going to happen. it just will. kismet.

CUBA LINDA DE ME VIDA, CUBA LINDA SIEMPRE TE RECORDARE!

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 00:13:55 GMT

my paw paw is here! oh my gosh im so happy!
and isbah and i are playing phone tag, and that also makes me slightly happy although im slightly worried because her voice is not so happy. isbah, i love you. you are my favorite person at the moment so start being cheery!

im listening to scary cuban music, my stomach is full, and im about to "flip" my room. and study? no. why am i telling lj all of this??!

I KNOW THAT THE MUSICS FINE LIKE SPARKLING WINE

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 23:21:01 GMT

im hungry.
im procrastinating.
its a horrible combination.

CHAIYYA CHAIYYA CHAIYYA CHAIYYA CHAIYYAAAAAAAAH

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:58:41 GMT

so i got the creeeeepiest fortune cookie of my life:

be careful walking in
the dark alone.

what the hell does that mean?!
am i walking in the dark alone, and why must i be careful? is someone out to get me. whaaaaaaaaaaaatt.

HER FAVORITE COLORS BE PLATINUM AND GOLD

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 23:31:00 GMT

THAT DEAF BLIND AND DUMB KID SURE PLAYS A MEAN PINBALL

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 17:58:25 GMT

pete townshend is a GOD
THEN

& NOW

The Who was f****** amazing.
and it was only the beginning of great times to come:

Nov. 24 thanksgiving food
Nov. 28 my birthday
Nov. 30 death cabbbbbb
and much more :)

A SHADE TOO WHITE

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 01:20:03 GMT

A NEW ROYAL FAMILY
A WILD NOBILITY
WE ARE FAMILY!

marie antoinette may have been plotless but i loves me some tunesss.

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO BURN, YOU HAVE TO SET YOURSELF ON FIRE

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 00:03:53 GMT

i think i am starting to like lj again.
and im starting to hate boys again.
and im getting sick again.
and because i feel like being and L7, i want to HOLLA' at my hoes. and you know what?! im not going to do the whole 1. 2. 3. 4. guess which one you are thing, because there are only a few people i care enough about to do one for and you will be able to know who you are so poo! here it is-

isbah smisbah:
je t'aime! you are one amazing girl. everytime i talk to you i just get so happy inside :)! you are truly passionate about things that are important to you and you actually want to do something about them. i admire you for that. and im reeeeally glad that we had our "bonding moment" and that we are able to talk (as hard as it may be) with each other about ourselves. and im so excited about the concert. and i love you. the end!

m-go-go-go:
my sometimes mommy, how can i ever repay you for all that you have done for me? you have fed me, you have comforted me, you have helped me not flunk out of school (esp. APUSH) and you are always cheerful. you are one of the most beautiful people that i know, not only for your looks (oooo-wee!), but for your heart. i can only hope that one day i will be as sweet and loving as you are :) awww it just makes me smile thinking about you! i love you forever and ever!

k.crow:
te amo mucho, muchacha! i have so much fun with you! you are a truly unique individual, not to mention you are hot. i hope that we can become even better friends because i still feel like i dont know enough about you. let's bond like old grandma's! wow, im not sounding crazy at all right now. but seriously, i hope that our friendship can only grow stronger, and i hope that i can continue to influence you in the muisc & movie department. ps, i cant wait for november 30!

rachael my rachael:
hey mean hoe. actually no, you are a nice hoe. most of the time ;) but actually i am a mean hoe to you and im sorry i dont mean it. i hope you know that i love you and that im always here for you. i have soooo much fun with you and im pretty sure i would die of boredom without you. and vice versa. where would you be without all of my entertaining/embarrassing voicemails. but i hope that we can be regulars at that suhshi bar and i hope that we get on the wall and i hope that we can grow old together because i heart you. anddd i really want to be on the sushi wall <3

there it is.
me gusta mi amigos.

ISBAH IS MY LOVER!

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 23:23:34 GMT

I AM A SILLY KINGA!!
i love boys.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I LOVE ISBAH THE MOST.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

ISBAH IS MY LOVER!

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 23:21:32 GMT

i am a silly kinga!
wheeeeee!!!
i like boys.
i love isbah. the end.

THE ATLANTIC WAS BORN TODAY, AND I'LL TELL YOU HOW

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 19:43:37 GMT

please take notice of the extremely attractive userpic i have up! thank you college night :)
DCFC IN 39 FREAKIN' DAYS. OMG!!!!

TO YOGA, TO YOGURT, TO RICE AND BEANS AND CHEESE

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 02:30:32 GMT

MMMK, lent starts tomorrow. i have decided to give up the computer and all pleasurable drinks. these do not include: hot tea, and water, and milk. you need those to survive! but those do include: coffee, caffeinated beverages, juices, iced tea, and others. i am also giving up the computer! yayyyyyyy,?
hopefully once lent is over, i wont be DYING to use my computer all the time.

you may now officially thank margo for getting me hooked on RENT. and i must also give credit to rachael smith for burning me the soundtrack for x-masss. since im a freak, and basically a nerd... i will tell you in ORDER my top 5 favorite people.... and songs!
1)Angel
2)Collins
3)Mark!
4)Benny
5)ummm, not maureen.

OKAY!
1)La Vie Bohemeeeee!
2)Seasons of Love
3)No Day but Today
4)Today 4 U
5)Santa Fe

okay, im leaving now before i embarrass myself even more!

YAWNNN, AFGHANISTAWWWWWWWN.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 07:14:22 GMT

I just finished my history project, its 1:15 am.

THE SPORTING LINE, OHHHHH THE SPORTING LINE

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 23:21:00 GMT

umm, i know that its miercoles and the tea party was on domingo... but i thought id go ahead and let you in on what happened! so it was weird. and i dont mean it in a bad or a good way. it was just weird. there were definatly some very good moments and funny ones, but there were more silent moments and moments of staring at each other waiting for someone to speak. WEIRD. im so glad that margo came! and rachael! omgsh, i think i would have DIED without them. margo brought her camera and took cute pictures of plates and half-eaten cupcakes and what not. so that was good, and we had a fabulous valentines day mix cd made by me!

its the day after valentines day and im so happy! although about two of my friendships (as told in my previous entry) are still a little bizarre and "rocky", i think im doing pretty good if i may say so myself. even though i dont have a boyfriend (like that matters) for v-day, or any other day, im completely content with having a crush on a really cute boy! hmm, school wise? its going ok. my grades arent up there like i wish they would be but i can handle bringing them up. and OMGOSH. im already starting to get all these emails and letters and brochures from various colleges... im so excited! i was really thinking about doing the whole TAMS thing, but then i remembered that its more for the math and science bound student. im an english and history and journalism bound student! so then looking at all these brochures, it got me thinking "hey, why dont i study abroad?". so now im seriously considering that. i know that i definatly want to apply and hopefully go to UT, but im keeping my options open. studying abroad would be a wonderful experience, especially since i want to pursue a career in journalism or writing. freedom! liberation! imagination! did i say freedom?

cant wait to leave you, cypress!